Friday, March 26, 2010

Rant: Commence

So APPARENTLY my Dad is waaaaaaaaaaay more of an asshole than I originally figured.

Let me explain:

Screw explaining. Lemme just tell you.

He's suing my Mom for custody of me. Yes, you read that right. SUING for CUSTODY of ME!

AND...THEY'RE USING THIS VERY BLOG AGAINST ME...or at least that's a rumor I heard. But still.

He's saying mean, awful, twisted-truth things about my Mom, and how our life's been.

Things have gone to shit. And the worst part is, that everything FEELS okay! Usually when things are shitty, they feel shitty. But it feels okay right now because I'm in denial, basically, which is where I've lived half my life anyway.

It still feels like it'll be okay 'cause I feel like I can still weasel my way out of this mess like I usually do...

I can get through this year, pass the ninth grade, go back home, be with Jess, and start anew as a shiny bright sophomore at AHHS!

BUT GOD KNOWS IF THAT'LL ACTUALLY HAPPEN!!!

All I know is, I CANNOT stay at Thomas Friggin' Heyward Academy for the rest of High School.

Here's a message to the people from the custody court who may or may not be reading my blog: MY LIFE IS NOT, NEVER WAS, AND WILL NEVER BE 'CHAOTIC' OR 'UNSTABLE'. I HAVE PLENTY OF STABILITY. I LIKE LIVING WITH MY MOM! I DON'T LIKE LIVING WITH MY DAD! I WANT TO LIVE WITH MY MOM. I DO NOT WANT TO LIVE WITH MY DAD. GET IT?

End Rant.

So yeah. My life sucks right now. How've you been as of late?

P.S. Dan: PLEASE stop reading my blog. PLEASE.

1 comment:

Amanda said...

My parents aren't divorced but i kinda know what your going through. Ive had a lot of legal problems with my family that have been going on for years. it can be really hurtful and separate the family.