Teen Angst

So, I'm sitting in my friend's room, listening to her roommate talk about how these two different guys want to be with her, and she's not being snooty or anything like that about it, but it just makes me feel awful. It's not her fault at all, she's not flaunting the fact, and she has legitimate issue with it, but because I'm desperately grabbing at the last shreds of this relationship that I was in, I feel truly horrid. The person I was with has been giving me the strangest mixed signals, and as much as I wish I could just drop it and leave the whole subject alone, I can't seem to until I get a final word from her that it's over, which will never happen, because she won't talk to me about anything important, no matter what. It drives me up the wall. I have no idea what to do, and I'm sure I seem disgustingly desperate to her, because I'm constantly trying to tell her that I like her, and that I want her to tell me what's up, but the only thing that happens is that I get more and more confused.

Whatever, whatever, whatever. The internet cut off six minutes ago, so I won't be able to post this until the morning. Sometimes this school makes me crazy. Talk to you soon, I suppose. -Me