Thoughtless

So, I'm listening to this playlist that "person" (the girl that I like/was with is often referred to as "person") gave a whole bunch of us. It's basically a compilation of her most favorite songs. And as I'm listening to it, a pang of sadness hits me. I wish I could figure out how to get over this. I don't have the energy to be feeling this way. I've over-scheduled my year, but with things that can't be canceled or gotten out of. I'm doing Big Brothers Big Sisters, which is where you hang out with a couple of middle schoolers of the same gender as you, and they're your "sisters" or your "brothers". My two girls are cute as can be, a 6th and an 8th grader, but those events can take a lot of time and energy. They don't happen very often, though, which is good. Then I'm doing radio show, which is where you can have your own show on the school's radio station. That takes a good bit of time, but you don't have to do it that often, either. Then I have Confirmation classes every Sunday, I do horseback riding on Tuesdays and Thursdays, I have guitar lessons on Wednesdays, and I have to shelve books in the library every Monday as part of my SHOW (students helping out weekly) job. I love doing all of these things, but all of them happen to be occurring this week, which is rare. So I'm stressed out as it is, and I have to make up a lab in Chem that I missed on Friday, because I was at a Poverty Simulation, and I have an essay on Beowulf due Monday, and I missed the class where she talked about how to write it because of the simulation, too. Alone, I could handle all of these things easily, but when they all come together, I get really stressed. I had to write them all down on my calender so that I wouldn't forget anything. I just cleaned my whole side of the room, though, so that now at least that part of my life is organized and clutter-free. I want to sweep, but I'm so tired, I think I'll just do it in the morning.
I went to Nashville with a couple of friends today, because it was one of their birthdays. We had a great time, and I got some really great clothes, so at least that was a really awesome part of my weekend. Now I just want to chill out and sleep. Goodnight, then, all. (The internet does not cut off on Saturdays. :D) Love, Me.