So this is how I find myself: Queer and Silly.

Sometimes, I get in this mood where I think,

"It just makes sense for people to be gay. I mean, aren't boys much more compatible with boy than girls, and vice versa? I just don't understand straight people. Why on earth would you want to date someone who could never have an inkling of the way your mind works? Wouldn't it make sense to be with someone who you know can and almost always will understand you? And why are there so many people who are homophobic? According to Bones (the definitive expert on everything, obviously) straight people should have nothing to fear from gay people- less competition for a mate. And seriously, people- why in God's name would I ever effing CHOOSE to be gay? Like living a life where half the world hates me, and where the general public is allowed to vote on whether or not they think my marriage would be constitutional is so awesome. Yeah, I totally prefer not being able to tell my Aunt who I am for fear that she'll never talk to me again. Yeah, that's totally what I want. Do people think that being gay is more fun or something? And that's why I picked it? I mean, it is for me, but I'm sure there are plenty if boys and girls and bois and gurlz and whathaveyou that are getting the crap kicked out of them at this very moment who would sure prefer to be straight. But we're not. And, hey, guess what? God loves me, too. And sure, I'm totally going to try to CONVERT your children. That's my main goal in life, to bring as many gays into the fold as possible. Seriously? Where do people come up with that stuff? That's ridiculous. I just don't understand people. Especially straight people. I mean, don't get me wrong, I'm not a straight hater, I just don't really understand why you would ever want to be with someone of the opposite sex. It just seems...unnatural. But, I guess that's how most of them feel about me."

QUEER POWER
that is all