Title-less-ness

Okay-well-I have done no homework today-plus I stayed home...So I'm pretty much screwed. But that is not the point I am here to make. My point is this...
The way I explained my bi-ness (?) to Squall is: I think guys are cute, but I wouldn't want to date/kiss one. (LOL, I sound like I'm seven-"Boys are icky!") I think girls are cute, and I would want to date/kiss one. The seriously sad part about my life is, though, that I have never been on a single date-or kissed anyone beyond kindergarten, when I kissed both Tucker and Gina. Hmm... Anyway-Squall says I'm a lesbian-and I guess I am. I don't know. I don't care, really. I just want to keep my friends. I've lost a friend to this already, and I really don't need that. Like I've said before, a true friend is one that loves you no matter what. That's why I'm really lucky to have Squall as a bestie. (I love that term-though it kind of looks like beastie...) Anyway...
I want people to know who I am-but I don't want to make enemies being who I am. I can't even tell my Mom... Ugh. Squall says I'm chicken, which I am, about a lot of things, not just this, but she had her brother's help in coming out to her Mom, and she's bi-not that that's less important or anything-I'm just saying. Ugh, I don't know what I'm saying. I'm tired and ranting, which can never be good. I just hope that I don't lose anymore friends with this, and that I can dig up some bravery and frigging come out already. *sigh* I should go. Lots of work to be done... -me