Monday, December 29, 2008

I Wish I Had One

I wish I had one of those best friends. The kind that have known you your whole life, the one you grew up with, and is still your best friend today.

I had a ready made best friend when I was born. Caroline Davis, her parents were our neighbors, and my parents friends. She was there when I was born. When I was four and we moved away, I still considered her my best friend, even though we never talked.

When I was around nine, I met Rachel DeLise. I've considered her my best friend for four years now, even though she knows little about me, except what she and I did together, and I hadn't talked to her since I was in the seventh grade. I've just talked to her recently, and found we have little in common, except our memories.

I met Squall when I stared school here. We didn't become good friends until a few weeks after my birthday, when Mock Trial started. And I consider her my best friend because she knows the most about my life now, and she's a big part of it.

She has her best friends that she grew up with, and they know her through and through. I just wish I had one of those, who knows about me now, but knew me then too, before I got so screwed up.

I just wish someone knew. But no one seems to care to know. Ah, well, most dreams don't come true. -me

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