Sunday, December 28, 2008

What Can I Say?

There's a difference, between having a pretty face, or pretty eyes, pretty hands, pretty feet, or pretty arms, and being "pretty".

And there's a difference between hot, between beautiful or gorgeous, and pretty.

Maybe I could be someone's "pretty". But I will never be someone's hot, someone's beautiful, or anyone's gorgeous.

There's someone out there for everyone, they say. But I'm so mixed up, I don't think there's anyone for me.

"Maybe if I were skinnier, maybe if I lost weight, maybe if I gained some weight, maybe if I died my hair, whitened my teeth, straightened my teeth, got some new clothes..." You can do all this, and still not be what you want to be, or be what other people want you to be.

Squall's right. It is important to put yourself first, to care about yourself, and how you feel, more than what others say or think. But it's also important to be someone others like. If you ever want someone to love you that is. And I do. I really do.

Way to be depressive, I guess. -me

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